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【GGAD】What Can I Hold You With：我用什么才能留住你

【av号】：40205166

B站链接：https://www.bilibili.com/video/av40205166

试图把这首诗剪成双方相互的告白，纪念1899年的夏天

「I offer you lean streets, desperate sunsets, the moon of the jagged suburbs.

我给你荒凉的街道绝望的落日，破败城郊的残月

I offer you the bitterness of a man who has looked long and long at the lonely moon.

我给你一个长久以来独自凝望孤月的人的悲伤

I offer you my ancestors, my dead men, the ghosts that living men have honoured in marble.

我给你我的祖先，我的死者，被生者用大理石祭奠的幽灵

I offer you whatever insight my books may hold, whatever manliness or humour my life.

我给你我书中蕴含的所有见解，给你我生命中所有勇敢和幽默

I offer you that kernel of myself that I have saved somehow - the central heart that deals not in words, traffics not with dreams, and is untouched by time, by joy, by adversities.

我给你我设法保留的自我的核心，它难以用语言形容，无法用梦境替代，亦不为时间、欢愉和灾难所触动」

「I offer you the memory of a yellow rose seen at sunset, years before you were born.

我给你我关于一朵黄玫瑰的记忆，它曾在落日余晖下绽放，远在你诞生之前

I offer you the loyalty of a man who has never been loyal.

我给你一个从未有过信仰的人的忠诚

I offer you explanations of yourself, theories about yourself, authentic and surprising news of yourself.

我给你关于你自己的诠释，关于你自己的理论，你真实而惊人的存在

I can give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart.

我给你我的孤独，我的黑暗，我心的饥渴

I am trying to bribe you with uncertainty, with danger, with defeat.

我试图用困惑，危险，失败来打动你」